
I treasure so many memories, yet none of them actually exist. Despite this, I still find myself wishing they did. Some are pleasant, while others are nothing short of grandiose. These cherished recollections fill me with a joy that reality never could, and I become so immersed in them that life itself passes me by.…

Sometimes I get lost in my thoughts, overthinking and feeling like time is running out. Despite this, daydreaming is a welcomed escape. However, I’m aware that I can’t let my thoughts control me for too long. They keep me company when I’m alone, but I’ve grown accustomed to my solitude. Still, I can’t ignore the…

I don’t want to seem heartless,But you’re where my heart isThey just get in the way….When will I understand this,I keep going back, like the odds will persevereNo reason to hold onto hope that’s not realNo need to waste life that won’t always be here…. -Hebrew Lotus

“Torah is a gift… a gift of life.” -Hebrew Lotus “ التوراة هبة… هبة الحياة.” – اللوتس العبرية “ תורה היא מתנה….מתנת חיים.” -לוטוס עברי

[ this post is connected to Journal ] I’ve always been timid about rejecting the feelings of others, so I just agree with some things they say even if in my heart I oppose, I hate conflict and…..my broken heart feels deep remorse if I speak wrongly in the eyes of others And I think,…

Cleanse me and purify me please have mercy… Bless me with knowledge For I have seen corruption Bless me with wisdom for I am a dullard Bless me with forgiveness for I have sinned Bless me with discernment For I know temptation is near Bless me with Your love So that I may know true…

I have no cup to drink from No ancestral house to return to Please let my portion come from You And my fill be Your word Here to there I go searching When what I seek has always been here with me The heavens and earth and all in between Yet my secure place is…